Just....too many things going on right now, and I don't know how to deal with any of it. Almost any interaction with anybody right now just causes me unnecessary irritation or depression. Everything I do or don't do or say or don't say is wrong, and I have no say in anything, as per usual. I can't really draw anything at all right now, and I'm closing commissions and trades, though it's not like I'm getting any of those....I would go to sleep if I wasn't sure I would be woken up by inevitable door slamming or child tantrums from downstairs.