If you don’t, I envy you. I’m at my breaking point. My gram, as much as I love her, has finally just pushed me. I go to buy something, if I don’t stash it away, she gets into it. If I leave my notebooks about, she’ll go in and look at it. Hell if I tell her to stop! Guess what?! SHE GOES FURTHER!

I’m at the point where I’m tempted to just go out on the streets. I’m unable to take her constant need to be in my life 24/7. I love her, but no matter how much I’ve begged her over the years, she’s only gotten worse. I’m crying because no matter what I do, no matter how much I ask her nicely to stop, it gets worse. I can’t take it… I really can’t.

This morning I was on Tumblr, and sometimes people don’t tag shit, so sometimes nsfw comes up. So I was worried that would happen, cause I have a safety measure to hide nsfw stuff, so that way I can view wherever I’m at. But today, I had to just stop scrolling, stop trying to keep up-to-date, to wait for her to leave from behind me.

I don’t know what to do…. I just… I can’t take it anymore…. I may just go out on the streets… live in my car…. I can’t do it…. I really can’t… I’m so fucking miserable and tired of her constant hypocrisy. She says she’s not nosey, but she will go through my shit without a second though. So… if I go poof and don’t even comment or favorite or do shit, then know I’m in my car living there. Sick and tired of her fucking nosey nature to the point where I physically can’t take it.