ever since i started deviantart i noticed how real life is. even tho this is a website and you're not talking to a person in ever since i started deviantart i noticed how real life is. even tho this is a website and you're not talking to a person in 'real life'. i've been here for a year now and i never been depressed or draw vents all that but others do, before i joined DA i thought the world was like everyone is happy and people only just get sad for something but nothing big. things changed. I see great people get depressed and change and leave and it makes me feel sad like 'wow somewhere in the world right now this very second someone is depressed and wants to kill themselves' i always thought people make mistakes and everyone forgave them and carried on with their lives.. People do make VERY bad mistakes and hurt other people and they just cut themselves and torture their body. i just wanna cry when i see this stuff like bullies, depression, cutting, vents, and worst suicide. DA let me see the real world and how people react to these things. yea i seen those bully videos and all that at school since like 6th- 8th grade and those real time things just break my heart. and here i see people caring towards others against all that and i feel happier but then something dramatic happens and all hell breaks loose. I am proud to say that i've been here for year seeing this and i've NEVER been depressed or cut myself. cutting myself makes me sick and when i see great people do it i just cry in a corner lol cries in corner... on FA my cousin cuts herself and i just.... idk it breaks my heart seeing her in bad shape like this, i known her my whole life she is 1 yr older than me and she is like my best friend/ big sister and now she's depression and cuts herself over this FUCKING HORNY JERK all he wants is sex and her to kill herself. some people do this on purpose and don't even care about others like my cousin, Destiny or great artists here. but some people (not saying names) make very bad mistakes, just messing around with you and hate themselves when you get into deep depression. bullies... why...just why are you so abusive, why are you so hateful? that one person you think 'you're just playing with' has a life and family and they don't need you to ruin their future. people who cut themselves who live through their depression, 10 yrs later see the scars on them and look back to that. People who vent are just letting out their emotions... you mostly can't just hold it in and if you do it usually makes you crazy and makes you wanna kill yourself. Anyways getting off point waaaay to far... normally if you know me well you know that i'm this crazy funny chick who does stupid things and never gets sad about something too long, well you're right i don't. I never experienced depression and i don't. if you're super sad just tell your parents and get counselling before it's too late. my mom asks me when i ''act funny'' and offers like a concerned parent. just tell your parents and i'm pretty sure they'll help. for all those people out there on DA who are depression and bullied and cutting themselves I'm here c: just send me a note if you want to talk about it, i'll always be glad to talk and I WILL NEVER judge or make fun of you. (if you read this much thank you for reading because i know this is REALLY long c:) always forgive the person who didn't mean to hurt you badly and don't live in your past just keep moving on. love you all