I stole this from EVERYONE! no literally i read like 40 of these this morning. Hahaha.

What's your real name?
Marena

How tall are you?
5'4"

What's your natural hair color?
dark brown but that's a secret because /black/

What's your eye color?
Blue

What's your orientation?
Unsure demi

Are you single, taken or undecided?
I am in an relationship with an persons

What do you do in your spare time?
Read, draw, cook, organize, panic, bike around, do foodie things, go to the teahouse, go to parties, go do things, things.

What's your job or occupation?
Anxiety. Also art

What do you like about yourself?
I like my hands because I CAN DO STUFF WITH THEM. Also I like that I am pretty open to new experiences and think I am pretty inviting to people :> I like to engage with the people, even the people "in the corner" and be like hey... hey... you wants a cookie. And then make cookies. Or go on an icecream date. Also I'm goffix as heck and I kind of like it.

What do you dislike about yourself?
Anxiety and narcissism. Actually i don't know if I'm a narcissist and always concerned with how I look/appear or if that's self loathing? ;D LOL I am also pretty... yelly. I am kind of loud and have a hard time 'toning it down" if I'm excited or nervous. You know how some people clam up when they get nervous? I. AM. THE. TYPE. TO. TALK. LOUD. AND. PONTIFICATE. EVERY. SYLLABLE.

What did your friends notice about you when they first met you?
Probably all dat excessive black. Maybe how direct/brusque I am? I am also kind of yelly.

What is your belief/religion if you believe in anything at all?
I AM HAVING ANXIETY RN NEXT

Do you drink?
Yes, sometimes, though I try not to drink because i often can't stop myself because alcoholism lol.

Do you smoke?
Sometimes hookah but it gives me a rash on my neck and chest. I guess i have a smoke allergy or something. Also cigarette smoke bothers the hell out of me, just being near it makes me itchy and my nose burn and my eyes water. Ugh

What are your major fears?
Death, addiction, purposeless, meaninglessness, stagnation, space

Do you have any dreams or goals?
PUMP IRON AND GET ALL THE BITCHES. Or just figure out how to make art a living without burnout. Or maybe be a mortician. or maybe run a teahouse/bakery. Or maybe do massage therapy. I AM CRIPPLED WITH INDECISION THEREFOR I WILL DO NOTHING.

Have you ever had a crush or an ex?
Yes

Who's your best buddy?
Well, i've been kind of a recluse for the past I dunno 6 months but Base_Progression, Hanyoneko, my kid brother, my sexunit, my cat? I, of course, have some really good friends that aren't really anywhere online derp.

What's your favorite dish?
Oh man, I can't decide on just one thing jebus. I love indian, thai, mexican, bacon, BBQ brisket, yogurt parfaits, smoothies, fig newtons, sushi, but mostly I LOVE ICECREAM. Like, butter pecan or black walnut is the bestest ever but I super duper love this type with pistachios, saffron and rose oil LIKE WOW ITS THE BEST with baklava. HNNNNNNNNNG food orgasms

What's your favorite drink?
Water, then lady gray tea with vanilla and cornflowers and honey and cream, then chianti, then whiskey sour, then gin rickies, then all of the girly drinks EXCEPT margaritas. I could also just drink peppermint schnapps straight forever.

What's your favorite color?
Gray

If you had a super power, what would it be?
invincibility. Or just flying i guess.

What's your favorite movie?
Wow, too many. Mirrormask maybe. The Fountain is pretty up there too. Pan's Labyrinth. The Labyrinth. Lo. The Addiction. Willow, Dark City, thx 1138, Legend, Princess Bride, Terminator. Gawsh

What's your least favorite food?
Chinese food. Sorry, I just hate it, it all tastes like the same. Only exception is sweet and sour soup.

What's the last meal you want before you die?
Icecream with a side of more icecream and also thai tea with boba. And red curry with avacado and duck and pumpkin.

What do you drive and what would you really like to drive?
I hate driving, it gives me anxiety attacks. I'd rather ride my bike or even just walk because fuck driving. But I have a mitsubshi eclipse spyder if/when i really have to go do shit. Which i hate driving. Might be getting a motorcycle some time this year but I have a hard time passing the written test, I seriously failed like 5 times, derp.

What is your most disliked bug?
Ticks or mosquitos? Bugs are mostly cool though, i like bugs (Specially Tsixal)

What pet peeves do you dislike the most?
Lying. LYING IS THE CAUSE OF ALL PAIN AND SUFFERING. And manipulation. I have a rebellions/questioning "ethic" so it really grates me when people are manipulative, especially the people that are kind of lean-in-and-whisper-shitty-things – I'm the type that passive aggressive people really hate because I'm really REALLY direct and if they upset me I WILL "make a scene" by confronting them and being like frickin-a mang you are straight up being a jerk, stop, whether there's people around or not. NOT SORRY. Also people that say they're sorry followed with a criticism or excuses for their behavior. OWN YOUR FRIGGIN WORDS. Or beating around the bush. If you want something, need something, hate something, want something to change etc just come out and say it, don't bed it in a bunch of judgments or passive aggressive BS.

What do you dislike in life?
All I want for crimbus is the abolition of imperialist white supremacist capitalist heteropatriarchy, thank you.