yeah... the bast week and weekend i've been sapped of energy. not exactly going the way i wanted it to. also, we have a wonderful new group project too that i have to look forward too. i'm gonna put my best foot forward though, no matter how incompetent i think my peers are, or how useless i feel myself, i'm just going to give it a shot and hope it'll turn out alright.

that's pretty much how i'm handling life right now. give it a shot, hope it ends up ok. this whole year is going to be like that. getting sick doesn't help INFACT it just ends up making me feel like life sucks and i'm a terrible person and all the other great jazz haha v _v

but i feel better now and am no longer hiding under my bed dying SO: let's see what this week brings, eh?

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i'm... deciding to wait to open commissions until i can get some examples up here heheh. that's really the only thing stopping me. getting some good resolution scans of examples for them. i'd only be opening for sketch, inks and two-tones (the only ones i have priced on my list), because i don't feel capable of putting out quality color work in a timely manner.

i'm hoping HOPING that commissions will give me a thing to focus on besides school and besides not having my friends with me. hopefully it will bring an element of productivity in a different area besides academics.

it's this or watch hours of youtube, netflix, and play videogames poorly v _v. plus i can fund a bit of myself!