Just wanna get that last journal off my page. SO:
What's your real name?
How tall are you?
5'11" normally, and an absolute monster with heels on.
What's your natural hair color?
Brown as HECK
What's your eye color?
Blue like the feeling you're gonna get when I draw obama on all your winter jackets
What's your orientation?
Menimals are nice. though i've touched some boobs before. it was pretty sick
Are you single, taken or undecided?
I'm single, but I think I know what I want. We'll see what happens there. (And even if it doesn't, I'm never alone, because friendship trumps everything dawg)
What do you do in your spare time?
BE REALLY FUCKIN GAwait no we covered that already. OKAY, since I'm actually doing this so people can get to know me better:
I watch a lot of TV shows. Here's a list of some I like, crosscheck it and come back to me so we can be gay about television together: https://www.facebook.com/Benjadumb/tv
Aside from that, you should all know what I do. I make videos, mashups, I dress up like a lady with varying success. I also write, but I literally never share that in any form except maybe the questionable jokes I write for my dumb Twitter account (that you should follow me on if you're not already).
What's your job or occupation?
Model (somehow)/Drag queen, but I'd much like to be a professional in the film industry.
What do you like about yourself?
UM!!! I mean I do the self depreciating a lot, but. I like that I'm really good at being calm and objective when it comes to friends. I think this makes me really reliable on being real when people need it, although I'm pretty good at not just throwing my opinion out there when it's not necessary. I'm really happy with how much better I've gotten at video editing and music production as well as writing and drag, and I like that almost all my awkwardness from when I was a gross teen baby has evaporated. I do my best to be considerate for others, as I remember what it was like to be an outcast, and I know that sometimes, there isn't a good reason someone is on the outside looking in, and it's merely circumstance. It feels good to be the one to change that circumstance if I can tell someone is a quality dude.
What do you dislike about yourself?
I have difficulty being productive. I've definitely gotten better about this over the years, which I can convince myself of by looking at my music and video output over 2013, and the fact that I'm 130 pages into a book I'm writing, but there are long gaps where I'll do absolutely nothing of value. I put things off to the last minute. I hate the fact that I'm balding, have weird teeth, bad acne (although it's acceptable right now) and weird sunken-in eyes. I'm kind of awkward when it comes to being romantic IRL because all of my relationships have thus far been online. I haven't been in one in 3 years because I wanted to improve myself as a person before even trying to be someone's better half.
What did your friends notice about you when they first met you?
That I'm a big gay sassy baby. : ^)
What is your belief/religion if you believe in anything at all?
Humanist. I think Atheism is too narrow and negative a lot of the time, and I think it'd be fantastic if the world coerced around a religious system that left the superstition in the dust, but kept the positive traits of religion like community togetherness and charity. Be a good person because you should treat people the way you'd want to be treated, not because a sky wizard is watching you. Hell, a lot of people still do shitty things if they're religious, because they're raised to think that the after life is all that matters, and as long as you can pray away your sins, then it's okay. Live for the now. Don't be a shitty person.
Do you drink?
Only around others.
Do you smoke?
sets an appointment for 4:20am
What are your major fears?
I have a fear of falling down. Like that's literally it, mainly because one time, I was running to the UPS truck, and I tripped and slid so far down the sidewalk on my knees that they were bleeding everywhere. I still have the scars six years later! Good times. : ^)
Do you have any dreams or goals?
I want to be a director, possibly of music videos (which I would say is my strongest suit), or TV shows and films.
I want to get the series I've been trying to get off the ground since I was a kid finally out there, whether it be in book form, comic form, TV form, movie form, or whatever.
I want to see as much of the world as I can. Travel and exploration are top-notch important to me.
Have you ever had a crush or an ex?
Five exes, plenty of crushes. I'm not friends with any of them anymore except my girlfriend from when I was 12 because she fuckin' owns
What's your favorite dish?
anything fish related because it's good for my gross oily skin
What's your favorite drink?
VITAMIN WATER ZERO...
What's your favorite color?
Cyan! Purple is good too.
If you had a super power, what would it be?
Teleportation, so I could easily see the world, and also visit whoever I want to whenever I want.
What's your favorite movie?
This is hard, but I'll say Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
What's your least favorite food?
spicy as fuck curry
What's the last meal you want before you die?
everything cuz i'm gonna die at Old Country Buffet
What do you drive and what would you really like to drive?
haha like I can drive anything
What is your most disliked bug?
Mosquitos can frick right off though (and they did) (because it's winter) (HEH)
What pet peeves do you dislike the most?
Is this supposed to say "What are your pet peeves?"
What do you dislike in life?
WHY IS THIS THING SO NEGATIVE AT THE END. I LOVE YOU ALL. STOP TRYING TO BRING ME DOWN, GOSH
I'll be amazed if any of you read this. I swear, it feels like I'm on Livejournal again.