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HahaAA SMALL VENT by Chibwe

WOw i just
I have midterms this whole week
and I should take a shower before i go to bed but I have like
a mild case of spectrophobia which means I cant stand mirrors and
I CAN USUALLY IGNORE IT BUT
its literally one of the only things that scares me
and I hate it because I cant take showers without pretty much constantly looking at the mirror sighs

Like im fine when its light out?? BUT ONCE ITS NIGHT TIME im a scared little girl omfg
sobs ill just go to bed

but so this journal isnt pointless
what are you guys afraid of? u m u

HahaAA SMALL VENT

Chibwe

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    Oh goodness deary, I used to feel really restless around those times too. ;m; I'm sorry you are feeling that way and I hope after midterms pass you'll feel a tad more relaxed.

    I'm totally TERRIFIED of spiders, like to the point where I can hardly even see a picture of them without my heart racing a million miles a minute. /m\

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      well its not even the school thing?? JUST SOMETIMES it find it really hard to be around anything with a reflection ottlll I even dislike windows but cant get away from those > __ >

      omg THAT MUST SUCK ; o ; hugstight!! spiders can be p scary omg,,

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    Aw man mirror fear. ;m; I don't usually have mirror fears but sometimes I get uneasy. For a while I had EXTREMELY bad trypophobia, but I've been exposing myself to it and getting better about it! Also get extremely uneasy in elevators that go 5+ floors. My buddy lives on the 20 something-eth floor and I saw her this weekend and LOL I walked all the way back down using the stairs because the elevator rumbled when I called it. My legs have not stopped hurting.

    ALSO supernatural things! I love it in fiction but if anything happens irl I freak the fuck out. @___@
    I wonder if there's ways to conquer your spectrophobia. ;A;

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      yeah my case can be pretty bad sadly u m u and oh gosh/// well im glad youre getting better! ; q ; oh gosh I understand that my mother has a very bad fear of elevators---I REALLY DONT BUT i was almost stuck on one once not fun. also rest if you need e m e

      YEAH I UNDERSTAND i love horror in anything?? And i honestly do believe inghosts and shit because of things ive seen :^ D pennsylvania can be a scary ass place
      yeah ughghhh i mean the best i can do is just ignore it when im around them?? but sometimes i just cant o t l

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        I am sending good vibes to you re:fears ;0; Oh man getting stuck in an elevator asdgsf. I'M JUST AFRAID OF FALLING in a little box forever. I have been resting! Buuuut this apartment is two stories and I have to go downtown tomorrow for class so. RIP. I'll be okay!!

        Aw man. @___@ I just see shadow things sometimes. None here, but plenty when I was in Texas. And some houses just give me bad feelings in my shoulders. It's bluh!! Maybe you can shower in the morning? ;w;

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          ty! and oh gosh that would be scary;;; wow THAT ALSO sucks rlly bad @ m @ rest up lots omg

          dude i remember once my dad and me had went to see a horror movie, and we drove around for a bit afterwards and went over this tiny bridge then all of a sudden a broken down apartment appeared and we almost screamed odskmlg i also would shower in the morning but i have school in...4 hours? SO IM LIKE i should just sleep im just...having trouble with that sob

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            Ye I am finding new and exciting ways to traverse stairs without hurting myself LAUGHS.
            ALSO WOAH??? That's crazy!! It's crazy that both of you would see it. Dang.
            ALSO WHAT THE HELL GO TO BED YOU CRAZY!!

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    mirrors, spiders, and suuuper dark places freak me the heck out fbdkfls AND TRYPOPHOBIA FRICK
    bridges
    planes
    cars
    trains
    everything
    im afraid of everything lmao

    ghosts and stuff not so much just cause like... i guess i've been in tune for a while now and it's just like whatever to me at this point

    AW BUT GOOD LUCK

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      omfg that sucks man---- @ m @ THOUGH i totally agree with the dark places thing. im not that bad with the dark but when its literally just darkness im out--

      yeah me either really?? but augh the idea of something looking at me through a mirror scares the fuck out of me

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    I have Monophobia (Fear of being Alone), Achluophobia (Fear of the Dark), Phasmophobia (Fear of Ghosts), Daemonophobia (Fear of Demons), Demophobia (Fear of Crowds) [With this one I'm moderately ok if I'm holding onto someone familiar], Acrophobia (Fear of Heights), Thanatophobia (Fear of Death)

    Haha I'm a big scaredy cat x3

    Good luck, sweetheart <3

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      oh gosh that sucks/// LUCKILY you can avoid some of those ; o ; !!! and nah people are afraid of things, doesnt matter how many u q u

      sobs ty

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    So my fear is stupid i am scared of the "zombie" outbreak. or any place that i am trapped with a virus that alters mind and such. i have screaming nightmares about that stuff. but i love zombie movies. ;.; so i am stuck. But like a biological warfare is what scares me. and radioactivity and cockroaches. so apparently if you look at it i am scared of immortality. like that scares me living forever... just seeing all of it and not doing anything it is horrid.

    But oh dear exams suck ;.; i am starting back to school soon so i wish you all the luck with your exams.

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      oh gosh its not stupid saklgl thats a perfectly reasonable fear u m u holds u

      and well we had a major storm so no school hahaha./..

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    could you just? maybe tape some paper together to put over the mirror at night or something? idk if thats too silly for you but it could help maybe?

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      well it could but id rather my mom not think im a nutcase moreso :^ D haha

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    Maybe you can talk to your parents or get something yourself about covering it? ;n; I don't have that phobia but I do hate looking at myself in the mirror, especially naked gbsjkfsd it might be worth seeing if you can get a cheapo shower curtain to just stick on the mirror when you're in it?

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      omg i dont talk to my parents for anything---LMFAO and it would be to troubling to make my dad cover the one at his apartment also u q u sighs
      BUT i just have to get over it, i need to use the mirror regularly regardless so;

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        I suppose the best thing you can do is try to avoid it at night time then. ;A; EARLY SHOWERS FOR YOU.

        My only phobia is of spiders, I think. It came from a damn nightmare I had a kid that I remember vividly to this day. Millions of spiders started pouring out of every hole in the house and just covered us aND

        I CAN'T THINK ABOUT IT

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    I'm afraid of spiders, elevators, and airplane bathrooms. ;w; (I'm serious about that last one, it's so dumb but I am terrified of that tiny little room jostling around while the plane is in the air...)

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      no omfg ITS REASONABLE i could never use one---- and the others are usual fears so omg holds

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        aw thank u ;w; by the way i totally feel you about midterms, i have them this week and calculus is tomorrow and aaaaaaughh.

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          oh gosh that sucks// goodluck sweetie! AND UGH LIKE mine were cancelled because of storms L<

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    Windows, especially at night. Like one time I was at a friends house and her mom tried to scare us by knocking on the window and I cried and was shaking. It was really bad. ;;

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    Oh man, that sounds hard. I myself cannot stand silence, mostly at night though. I will freak the fuck out and get all paranoid. I have a fan going 24/7 in my room. Can't use the ceiling fan because sometimes it makes a wobbly noise and that freaks me the fuck out too. u~u Any unexplained or unexpected sounds actually. The fan drowns them out. I hate thunderstorms at night too. Like I know the thunder is going to come eventually but its the not knowing when and it startles the shit outa me. I love storms in the day time though.