Let me start by saying I´ve had a lot of self image issues. From not wanting to be a woman when I was little and a teenager to downright hating my body. I have been always a little chubby, except for the teenager years.

When I was a teen, I was fit and had a model-like body. I still look at those pictures and get amazed by them. But, be it because of my personality or anything else, boys wouldn´t be attracted to me. This lead into an abusive relationship that started when I was 15 and finished when I was 19, leaving me with a baby boy to raise by my own.

Some years passed and I got into the furry fandom and got in love with another guy, there was a lot of trouble with this relationship, and we both made a lot of mistakes.

Then I met kylfu, and slowly, my self esteem started to grow. I accepted my body as it was, and managed to loose around 10 kg, leaving me in better shape than ever.

The day before christmas, I went to the beach, and I was wearing two pieces swimsuit, and I could feel all the looks on me, not only kylfu´s, and it felt awesome.

I have started to dress better also, and feel much more confident with my body. There´s some times I go back to the "I hate my fat" stage, but I´m feeling better and better about my body.

I´m happy!!