Every time I develop some new fear, I eventually get over only to have it replaced by something different. The source of today's latest fear comes from a Spyro fan fic.

It's a very well written, but very nightmarish story called "Dark Legacy". It's about an Albino dragon who is shunned and bullied by everyone who sees him. I just wanted to vomit when he got into a fight where he almost lost. The reason this bugs me so much is this simple question: What would I do If I were him.

It causes so much pain in my stomach to think about that. Attempting peaceful resolutions would result in easy bullying. Beating up the bullies would temporarily stop it, but then the bullies would just come after you again and again. In this situation, I came to one harrowing conclusion: Murder. The best thing you could do, is murder the bullies when they least suspect it and leave town. If that isn't possible, then it's probably best to commit suicide. I wasn't pleased with this decision, Anyone who commits suicide goes to hell (Thank you Dante's Inferno), but so do murderers, so it makes no difference.

I just wish I could remove these fears from me. But I feel that if I do not think about them, I may find myself in a similar situation without a clear plan in mind. It was such an emotional story, even one of the fucking headmasters at the academy was an ass to the dragon. I still want to vomit, I would if my toilet wasn't running slow.

Anyway, please comment on this. Tell me what you think should be done in this situation or comfort me so I can actually sleep peacefully tonight.