I've been hitting a lot of bullshit lately. It's stressful, and kinda just makes me want to lay in bed all day and forget about myself for a wile.

From moving, to helping my mom back and forth, to more car trouble, it's just stressful.

I have two days to myself, and then the rest of the week I work.

I've been tempted to open commissions back up again, but I really hated doing them. Right now, I have been working on and off on a few things on Second Life, but I keep hitting issues here and there.

Like, for the recent update, they removed temp uploads. I'm pissed.

Now I need to make sure I don't make mistakes and waste money. 10L is only about 10 cents? But it's still money. Every upload, depending on how much you're making, can add up pretty quick. Especially if you have 20 parts, and you keep fucking up. Before you know it, you may as well sunken about 20 dollars worth of BS magic money into it.

Right now I want to dabble into the magic world of Mesh, but Opie is hitting snags here and there with production as well. One thing is that he has to refix a texture he did not save properly... which SERIOUSLY sucks.

I just need to stop feeling mopey and tired all the time. I wish I had the energy I had back in high school. I just COULDN'T stop drawing then. Now? Half the time I pick up a pencil, I just don't know where to go with it, or it looks like shit when I'm done.

ANYWAY. I really want to get this shit off the ground. I want to make Second Life part of my income. I just... REALLY need to dive in and stop feeling like crap!