I know I made a journal a few days ago saying I would leave but after thinking about it I have decided to stay. I want to apologize to the people I may have worried, because I know a few people were concerned. If I may be honest for a moment, I have been dealing with cyberstalking for years now and I just wanted it to stop, this past week has been really hard, and I've been being harrassed with images of self-harm by a stalker as well as them stealing my content and trying to get away with their actions by using mental illness as an excuse. I had enough and I wanted everything to be over, and I've felt helpless because it seems like no matter what I do, the people who make my life miserable always seem to get away with it. The internet just doesn't have enough systems in place to where I am able to protect myself and that is truly a shame. But I don't think I should have to leave because other people have decided to hurt me, that isn't right and I shouldn't give up what I enjoy because of that. I am truly sorry for anyone I may have caused worry, and although I may not be my usual self for a while, I want you all to know that I appreciate your presence and I hope you can understand why I said those things.