After a long, long journey of searching for myself and reflecting on my own personal experiences (from what I went through up to now), years after years, I have finally decided :

Jin is now a full-force healer/tank.

He has always been my fursona, my reflection, of who I am and who I aspire myself to be. But a lot of times I still didn't quite know exactly what I want him to be.

But now, I've learned that :
I am a pacifist, a "gentle giant", only wanting to help others in their time of need, with my all and more.
I am too soft to ever want to pick a fight, and hold myself during one, with anyone else, be it physically or verbally. I only endure through the storm and wait to see the rainbow at the end.
I like drawing/designing weapons, but I don't exactly see myself as one that has what it takes to actually use them.
And I also feel that the healer/tank role in games so natural to me, like I was born for them and they were made for me. The damage-dealer role never quite appeals to me as much.

Jin is the same as me, and more.
He is also kind of a loner like me, too.
I usually imagine scenes in inns, taverns, bars, where everyone sits together sharing their epic moments of taking down dangerous monsters, fearsome beasts, notorious criminals, while Jin simply sits at a corner and keeps to himself, not getting the credit he deserves for being on the receiving end of all harm's way, while keeping his teammates in good shape.

Another thing is,
I have forgiven my ex, time and time again, despite all the harm he has done to me.
I still give him another chance, despite all the damage he has caused to me.
And I still wish him the best of luck with his new love life, despite all the hate he's thrown my way.
Because that is who I really am at heart, even though a lot of times I don't see it myself, doubt it, and have lost my way in the midst of chaotic, negative emotions clouding my own senses and judgement.
I am a lover. Not a killer, not an executioner.
I want to believe, put my trust, and have my faith, in the good of others, even if they cannot see it or outright deny it themselves.

And for that,
At the end of all things considered, I would like to shout out to this music video for rekindling the flame of the healer and tank in my heart, when I needed it the most.
Please always remember, you are not alone, and there is always someone out there wanting to help you out of your troubled times.
Please always remember,
This is not the end of me. This is the beginning.
This is not the end of you. This is the beginning.
This is not the end of us. This is the beginning.