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2021... by Ghostfox

What can I say about 2021? I got so much to say but I'm going to go for the good, the bad and the downright ugly of this year for me.

Good:
For one thing there was some good that came out for me this year, and it was that I started to draw a lot of things. And for a whole lot of people too. I enjoyed drawing a whole lot of stuff for people. Especially for some who have some really amazing characters. And I'm still going to draw for you guys.
I also enjoyed doing some art trades with some people. And I had a lot of fun drawing them. I also enjoyed looking at some YouTube stuff. Especially YouTubers like Civvie 11 and Brandon Rogers. Civvie brought some really amazing retro gaming content for everyone to enjoy and I also enjoyed Brandon Rogers' stuff. And I also have a mouse and keyboard for console to play with. But it's going to be mostly single-player games due to the fact that playing with mouse and keyboard online gets you banned due to the unfair advantage that you have over controller players. And I also enjoyed some good music as well. Tech n9ne's new tune Face Off is definitely one that I enjoyed due to the fact that it has Dwayne Johnson. And Moving Shadow, the record label who has some really amazing drum 'n' bass. So there was some good.

Bad:
Now for the not so fun part of my year. Gaming was really rough for me. Especially games like Battlefield 1 and Borderlands 2's Ultimate Vault Hunter Mode and Borderlands 3's Mayhem 10. Battlefield 1 was demoralizing due to my lack of skill in the game and Borderlands 2's UVHM is so frustratingly cheap that I didn't even want to continue playing due to the health regeneration of enemies and the reliance on slag in UVHM. But Borderlands 3 on Mayhem 10 was the most demoralizing because enemies take too much ammo and resources to kill. I don't mind challenge, but when the challenge involves getting some hard to get legendary items, especially from overpowered enemies, it becomes a pain. And controller drift decided to rear it's very ugly head again almost close to the end of the year, thus making playing some games hard due to the right stick drifting in different directions. I wish I knew how to fix these problems. And then I had people tell me to take down some art because I didn't ask for their permission. I felt so humiliated by such nonsense that I wanted to disable my account. Telling me to take down my art damaged me so much that I wanted to rant. I want to draw for people. And I wanted to win back the respect for some of the people I once knew. But unfortunately, that was not the case. And my
old computer decided to not work anymore so I lost all my hard work that I had and I lost a very useful art program in PhotoShop and the other Adobe programs. So that was the bad.

The downright Ugly:
But now it's time for the worst part. And I can guarantee you that what I'm about to say is probably going to make me lose watchers. Because as far as I'm concerned, I don't even want to even say this. But for the past few years, My father has been acting a little strange lately. And then fast forward all the way to 2020 and 2021, my father and the rest of my family decided to cross over to the dark side. Yep. My father is now a conspiracy theorist. And they watch and listen to all this "propaganda" that I just want to get away from my awful family. And I don't want to associate with them after all the stuff they believe in now. It's making me sick. And I was sickened at the start of the year after that horrible event happened. And I have real life friends that are black. And I care for them a lot more than my family. But unlike my family, I am a retributionist, and I would like to help the people. And I would like to help you. I need to find a way to escape my terrible family. And the more I listen to the "propaganda", the more I want to escape. Yeah, I'm sure what I'm saying is going to cause some people to unwatch me, but I needed to get this off my chest. And I would like to expose my father as the traitor that he is.

So yeah. That's my 2021 in a nutshell. What do I think 2022 holds? Who knows, maybe it'll be a good year, maybe it'll be another bad year. But the truth I would like to help the people a lot more than ever. After the horrible events of the past few years, retribution is in my blood. I am a retributionist that wants to fight for something. And every single one of you is a retributionist. You are the ones who can change things for the better. And I would like to do that.
See you in 2022.

2021...

Ghostfox

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