Gravest? Anyway, my time is growing ever shorter with the fact the ever discriminating american government pushes for people on my situation to become even more miserable, not lending a hand to try and make things a bit easier in order for me to ever hope in keeping my home and be able to tend to my disabilities and illnesses being penniless.

Like I said in a previous journal I am simply preparing for the worst at this point, writing a list of what I can take if I indeed get evicted when all else fails. This would not be that grave if I was at full health but this happening shit could just take a gravest downhill thereafter. Lacerations and injuries I had sustained over the years have become even worse over time to the point walking outside is becoming a chore. I am not even commenting on illnesses I am dealing with and having no means in filling new prescriptions much less able to go to any clinic thereof.

But this is america, land of the bullshit and home of the oppressed. Here only the 1% truly benefits of the land while the rest of us are sent to our luck. The great government we have indicates that you not able to work due to disabilities is but an excuse so they have no reason to ever continue any program that helps you because that would be money wasted.

And yes, I know there has been a change in Presidential office, but that never stops certain people in power to even glance at those who vote for them either way. Has been like this for before I was even born and any reading this would know that for a fact.

Still there is always light at the end of the tunnel even when said tunnel is overly long, dark, and filled with crap you must waddle through. I am still fighting for my rights in hopes that a better resolution will become of this nonsense. I simply hope all of the sudden my body just gives out and I stay as a puddle of flesh with dissolved bones on the ground to toss out.

If I am inactive for some quite time then this journal has explained why that would be. Until then I will continue to use this account till anything else reveals itself on this cruddy life of mine.