So I made it through another year.

It hasn't gone well in some areas, writing has been difficult if I'm to be entirely honest, but I don't know why. I've gone through some dark valleys but I keep trying because it matters to me. I think I'm still producing good work and I'm getting stronger all the time, with me actually having the guts to show my face on youtube. I never would have done that a while ago but now I actually just turn the camera on and shoot. It takes me a while, but the more I do it the better I'll get.

There will probably be more once the celebrations are over with, but suffice it to say due to COVID 19 we aren't going anywhere or having a big bash, but honestly most birthdays I just take the whole day off and do whatever I want. Today probably won't be much different. I'm trying to do things I don't normally have time for on days like this, and just being glad I don't have to work even though today would be a work at home day.

I just don't like working on my birthday. HAHA.

Anyway the plan is later pizza, presents, and a movie, and I'll probably film it and put it on youtube.

If you like my stuff, a good present is always reading my stories, leaving a comment, or checking out some of my videos. ;)

I really appreciate it, especially because I have a lot of issues about my value and self worth and it does help.

More later, but here's to another step forward.