Have any of you ever been so close to making a choice that would change your life forever? You don't have to get into details, I would love to hear your story and how that experience made you feel.
That was me tonight, and I didn't do it. I am still not ready. I've never been closer though and that is what actually shocked me most. I had a momentary and solitary good cry and flushed things out for now. I need more nature. I need more Jesus. I need more people to talk to.
There is no one in my actual real life who I feel confident in confiding in who also has no affiliation with my secret online life.