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Not dead! Mostly! by Mykell Wildfire

Just letting peeps know I'm still around, more or less. Really have fallen back into the rut of being virtually unable to do anything between work shifts, constantly being tired, battling depression as far as I can tell, etc. I don't think I've done much that could be seen as productive in a long time and it's really hurting my mood at times.



I was hoping to go to MFF this year, but it seems my job had to dick around long enough to where the travel costs got out of hand and we couldn't hold on to the hotel room any longer and had to let everything go. Only for my work grant me the time off at the last minute.


Pricks...


Overall I feel I'm in a very odd and kinda distressing spot right now. I just...don't really know what to do with myself anymore. It's so hard and such a chore to dredge up the drive to do things, even fun stuff. I've got a few pieces of art that I've been sitting on for months now cause I just couldn't push myself to post it up anywhere for some reason. Maybe this is what depression does to you? I dunno. Not even sure if I wrote this same journal complaining about my mental state before. Maybe I have. Feels like all I do is moan and groan about it. Maybe I do cause I just have no clue on how to deal with it.


Sorry. Ranting. Gonna try to get those bits of art posted up. Also trying to make my PC setup more comfy as well as trying to get my lights for streaming to look right again. Made a custom green screen thing, but might abandon it cause I can't get it to look right and can't light it properly. Also hoping to get my VR stuff ready to go again. Got these cable hangers so the cord doesn't drag on the ground that I'm kinda excited to get working.


Yeah, so I think that's it for now. Sorry again for being so scarce.

Not dead! Mostly!

Mykell Wildfire

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