In more evidence I haven't changed at all since 3 years ago and my gigantic downfall, I just lost a friend I previously lost, meaning this is the second time I've lost this friend.

There isn't hope anymore if 3 years of time still has not healed wounds. Nobody trusts me still, and will continue to distrust and spread rumors based on distrust.

I am a pathetic failure.

Edit: And I just had a fellow raccoon that I thought was cool, ALSO take the stance to hate me.