hiya i'm in hospital right now, got some serious stomach probs.. :< it's my first time too so i'm very scared and nervous, yesterday i was in tons of pain too, it was scary! ;^; i'm worried i might be dying too.. i'm having to try and face alot of fears right now including injections and the upcoming operation, yikes.. i'm terrified but wish me luck! >.<;

Update 19/11/2019: i'm back home with a stitched up stomach. it was a scary experience, but i guess what i been through was pretty brave! i'm a little bit braver than i was before, although i'm still very timid.. ^w^; but don't worry these stitches will eventually heal up :3 the problem and it's cause still remains unknown, it could be an undiscovered illness but i don't think i'm dying.. thanks for all the love and support everyone! it means a ton ^-^

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