http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9197481/

so im about $60 away from completing rent which is fine and dandy thats almost done, im happy about that with my day
but now i get the bomb dropped on me hard, internet gets shut off on saturday if i cant come up with $300 by tomorrow... i cant do this anymore...
i cant fucking handle this at all, im stressed and lost and i feel like im gonna have a fucking heart attack, this could be the end of me and i cant do this myself im fucking panicking and i feel like its all gonna just crumble and kill me rn, its... i feel so shitty, ive been working hard for rent trying to make 550 by today which still isnt done, and now 300 for internet... this stress is gonna kill me man, im... i cant fucking handle this anymore
please help me

help me

note me, dm, donate, commission me, do something, i cant do this for any longer, i feel like i may go insane