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Update 4/28/2019 by KibaTheDemonicWolf

Yo Kiba here and this is just a general update going to cover a few things

Health, Projects, and Social Media/Websites.
there marked bold so you can skip around if you want

Health - to put it bluntly my health has been complete garbage both physically and mentally I'm doing a little better on a bunch of new medications that seem to be at least getting me to like a drop more functional? (sorta?) Also just had a CT scan done on Friday will be getting the results for that tomorrow on Monday still really stressed out about that, because either way it's bad news technically just different forms of it haha.. but we at least do have a back up plan if it comes back that there's nothing wrong within my head, I'm just not thrilled it involves like 32 shots of botox ranging from the side of my head, back of my head, down my neck, and dang shoulders. Also not thrilled that my clinic Just learned how to do that treatment like if I do end up needing that done I'll be one of there first victims for it and I'm just not thrilled, but I'm so desperate to get rid of the pressure in my head that I'm just like fine whatever at this point. When you take prescription headache medication twice a day an it only takes the edge off the pain your willing to try anything. Some days I still can't really do much of anything sep just exist like if I try to do to much of anything I start feeling dizzy or my vision starts going black and I feel like I'm going to pass out (and I have passed out in the past so I don't push it anymore) so I still take it easy a lot. it's annoying the hell out of me honestly, I'm bored constantly. I'm at least not sleeping constantly now, but at the same time that's almost worse, because now I'm bored all the time and can't do a dang thing without feeling like crap. I wont go into detail on this one but I am supposed to go in for a small surgery in June nothing major like it's still surgery and all surgery has risks and all, but it's a pretty simple easy one so should be in and out pretty easily and heal up pretty fast and just wont be able to lift anything heavy for quite awhile, but that's fine like I can still do videos without lifting anything heavy just might have to go back to the old lighting cause I wont be able to move lights around for awhile which isn't a big deal, pretty sure no one will mind a lil less light for a few weeks while I heal up.

Projects - during May I am going to do one video a week (or more if I get them done just one a week for sure for the schedule), but in June that might be a lil here and there due to having surgery not giving out many details except that it's just a small surgery so it shouldn't be a big deal like I should be home soon after and if I'm feeling up to it I may still be able to do videos I just wont be able to do the extra lighting that I've been doing lately cause I wont be able to haul on lights with not being able to lift heavy objects I'll just have to stick to the one light like I use to which is technically plenty an shouldn't really effect the video quality all that much, but then should be back to one a week in July no problem if everything goes right.
I also have a plan to possible get a setup to start doing other drawings again to meaning doing comics again. Not during June cause I wont be able to pull and tug around on a table and art board after surgery of course, but yeah before and after that if my idea works I might be able to do comics again sense I currently have no real workspace for the adjustable drawing board. I'm not thrilled at the idea of having to put up the work station each time I want to work, but I can't come up with any other solution with my limited space and I just miss doing comics to much so I have to give this a shot, I got one more idea after this, but that idea will have to wait a long while cause it'll require saving cause it'll cost a real large chunk sadly. I just want to draw comics again, it's so frustrating I'm trying not to vent so I wont go into the whole I hate my house I hate having no space and no money bullshit but just.. guh.. I just. especially with how bad my health has been and how I just feel so close to death all the time I just want to sit and create and relax and forget how awful I feel and just forget about reality for awhile.. I just wish I could actually relax while drawing on a flat surface like the recording space and that it didn't hurt my wrist like all hell so I can't relax or space out it's just sheering pain from hell, like it works fine for the videos sense it doesn't matter if I'm relaxed for those, but for my relaxing, spacing out, and just like "zen brain" time whatever you want to call it I need my drawing board that I can adjust the angle so my wrist doesn't feel like it's being attacked by violent heated razors and needles. I'll stop rambling. I'm just really frustrated and I'm really hoping my table idea works, because if it doesn't I don't want to have to save up money for the other idea because it's going to take months and months way into next year which just crushes my soul because I'm already so mentally drained from having no escape no mental outlet that I just feel like a rotting husk.

Social Media/Websites - lastly I am going to start working on posting all the stuff I haven't posted this goes for on instagram, twitter, deviantart, furaffinity, and here on weasyl. Those are the only places I've decided to be active at this time (other then youtube but I'm already active there so can't be more active when your already active Ha.) but yeah. So look forward to some artwork everyday for awhile
there are 15 things that need to be posted to instagram and twitter and there are 28 things that need to be posted to deviantart, fA, and here on Weasyl
that number may change depending on if I get some youtube videos or other artwork done an such

Update 4/28/2019

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