I actually was productive today.
I did the washing up... Finally. I also washed my bedding.... Finally... Oh and I did my usual waterchange and monthly filter clean on my aquarium.
I... really want to enjoy drawing and doing art... But... I still can't get my head around practice make perfect and stuff.... In other words.. I'm impatient... so very... impatient..
Still.. I'm off my meds now. No more addictive anti-depressents for me. Sure... I now suffer crazy levels of brain... implosion.. but.. it's getting better slowly. Only been off them about 2 weeks now. Probably another month before I'm free of side effects, and hopefully my bloodpressure returns to normal soon.
Anxiety is still here, I'm still autistic. I still don't know what I'm going to do with my life. Just living day by day, not remembering many days at all..
Still as messed up as usual. But things are still better regardless.
I keep also wanting to be more involed with the furry fandom but... socializing...