So… I'm frustrated beyond belief right now. I have to put myself on indefinite hiatus (again), thanks to things well beyond my control.
Constant distractions and shit happening IRL make it impossible for me to work on anything. I recently lost one of my uncles. I'm being pressured by extended family to watch over my grandfather and deal with all the crap that's going on with his health.
It's gotten to the point that just trying to get into a writing zone gives me an anxiety attack. And given that being unable to write makes my anxiety worse, I literally can't do anything right now.
I tried giving myself an upload schedule, but that just drained both my backlog and my emergency upload queue before I could start working on anything again. It's why I literally cannot plan anything, and can't rely on any plans to actually be kept.
When I come back, there won't be an upload schedule. I learned my lesson the hard way there. For now, I'm going to try and relax, and figure out something to do.