..wow last journal been over a year lol.
FIRST:
THANK YOU FOR THE COMMENTS, FAVES AND WATCHES I AM SORRY I'M NOT TERRIBLY ACTIVE

but yeah, art productivity is at a low mainly cause of the same reasons: low motivation, low energy and nothing been keeping interest. I AM happy with what i make that I deem upload-able, and I'm actually slowly working on something experimental for myself was about to quit on it before I decided to ask for help in fixing some areas. but its not at a point where I can say I'm done. I also think I need to try and finish some of my other works that i've been tinkering on and off with.

but we'll see where that goes.

I can't really say I've been more social elsewhere, I might make more journals on FA but its usually me just whining lol. I have facebook, but that is more for me to keep up with family and some school friends that remember i exist. I forget about tumblr until I feel like scrolling through it, and twitter is about the same -shrug-

I have discord but the one chat I joined I ended up sabotaging it after a while because brain went 'you have a good thing. LETS RUIN IT.' and ended up removing myself after I basically had a massive anxiety attack. kind of sad... i'm a bit of a social drawer and i find it easier to doodle and finish stuff in a more public/social setting even if it is a chat room lol.
again i kind backfire against myself cause usually the thing I do after work is sit on the couch and sleep for five hours or more.... cause i generally don't find it worth being awake somedays

i'm gonna stop rambling

hopefully I'll get better but ... I can't guarantee that