Today was a hard day, not literally or economically poetically speaking. But it was, waking up to find someone went through your mail, your medical files, your data is a rage world bringer. But as hard as it was finding out it was staff who was committing a major crime in my state, what hurts the most is that I'm prepared for it.

Pain is the first thing we meet when something goes wrong, but after it goes we expect, crave war and violence. We demand pain to strengthen ourselves. Well I got the culprits, and the scholars of the first sin. I've got life lock, I've got security and a great legal team. And I've got myself to believe in.

But what bothers me the most...is that you cant trust anyone but your guns and moral values in life. Aint that a sweet tea evil. Oh well, I am protected but one thing is clear: Its gonna be a long long way to happy.