Hi.

You might've noticed my art's slowed to a crawl, if you're one of the few who follow/watch me on this site. This was the result of multiple things...

1. My declining mental state. Many, many, many reckless things I did and drama I caused eventually took its toll on me, shackling me with a lot of guilt for what I had done, which itself threw me into depression. As a result...
2. My declining motivation. What's the point? Nobody seems to take much notice and I'm not getting any better because nobody's giving meaningful feedback to improve - I have to go out of my way to get that. I shouldn't. In turn...
3. Dissatisfaction with my art. It isn't where I want it to be. It doesn't look good enough. There's anatomy mistakes everywhere. Literally no shading. I exert effort, but there's nothing of quality really here.

As a result of 3, I'm trying to fix the anatomy issue, but there is no real motivation to do so because of 2, even though I want to fix it. A nice catch-22.

I don't know what to do anymore. I guess now you know why I suddenly slowed to a crawl on art production.