This last week has been hellish, long and all together overwhelming.

Without going into too much detail, my mother has been driven to the
point of moving back north. I've lived close to her for a long time and...
it kinda sucks that I cant just drive down the street to see or help her anymore
It was a needed thing for her. But I hate that it was needed and it sucks.

Along with that I've been outside in 100 degree heat a fuckton longer
than I've ever wanted to be in my life and I don't want to leave the house
ever again right now. I even got heat sick, which isn't fun at all.

I feel like I'm hellishly behind on commissions/art in general, and I'm really
sorry for that. This is why I'm decided not to open main commissions this week.
This will give me time to catch up on everything and not feel like I'm disappointing people.

In other news, due to my need of a doctor for diabetes stuff, I need to have proof
of income to keep using this doctor since I don't have insurance. Well, they need my
tax papers for files that...I don't have. So it also looks like I'm going to need to get
an accountant/CPA for tax filing purposes because no matter how many times I've been
taught/told/whatever I can't figure out how to do taxes. No, I'm not looking for pointers
I've given up on that. I'm fine using someone else. He was my mom's accountant as well
so I trust him. This might effect art prices in the future since I'll have to make this an
"actual" business. (and come tax time that's a hefty bill I'm NOT looking forward to.)

All in all, right now I feel the want to disappear. Just for a bit. I've been dealing with
a lot and I'm just done with it all for now lol. I know it's not like I'll never see my mom
again, but that is weighing heavily on my mind. I hope to be able to visit her soon.

Thank y'all for understanding.