I feel sick to my stomach, broken and beaten... as if hope was given to me, only to be stolen today... you must be wondering why?
Woke up to a ban on a Discord group. Furry drama yet again ruins my time in the fandom. Some other furry misbehaves, tosses insults and argues to staff, but thanks to their manipulative ways I'm stuck with the punishment and demonized... all because I deemed their behavior wrong.
In the past I've endured abuse in the furry fandom just because I've spoken out against bad behavior, including attacks against people involving race, religion, and political views. I've faced bullying and abuse, and even received threats to my health and my life on one furry website. I've never once had staff on a single furry website intervene and help... never once did anything I report matter since it turned year 2008... and I've even had staff on websites partake in the cyber-bullying I endured.
I honestly fear I might go through this shit all over again, and why?, simply because I had not the patience or the mercy to ignore the bad behavior of a single, horrible person who has been causing problems and getting booted from multiple Discord servers for their inappropriate actions and the fighting they enjoy causing because of their desperate need to be the center of attention.
Well, things could be worse, I could be suicidal, but, my medication, and the fact I have some Discord friends at all still, makes me still content enough with my life... it's a crappy life... a horrible miserable life... but it's my life. I just need to deal with it somehow.

I choose not to name names or give details, because, if anything, it'll probably make things worse...

I hope this venting about my problem does not cause you all problems, everyone needs to vent sometimes... it's not healthy to bottle your emotions...