For the past 6 days I have been in a hospital.
I returned to being heavily attacked by Staff on multiple furry websites...
They deleted all my journals, punished me with suspension, and threatened to ban me if I would ever become depressed again.
I feel like committing suicide again. Not sure if I will. Not many people care outside of the furry that dialed 9-1-1. And they dialed 911 cause they saw my journals. Mind you, they are not on InkBunny, and because staff keep deleting every journal I seek help in... I don't know what to do... I made journals here too... they are all deleted...
I lost my liver, was in therapy for 5 days after the first day in the hospital, returned home happy, only to face harrassment... and now I'm instantly in intense depression again...