Yeah I am totally scared of it. I made a journal about this once last year, around this time actually, needless to say that it hasn't changed.

When I was away this weekend I had to sleep on couches in unfamiliar rooms and there was a lot of darkness. Suffocating black. Even the room with the big windows and cloudy moonlight didn't do it for me. All I can think about is my true fear: intruders. I counteract that with thoughts of predators with night vision creeping up on me instead.

I'm a vulnerable easy as hell prey to catch in the dark. Holy shoot. Have mercy on a terrified little human in the dark please all you big hungry monsters.