I thought I'd toss a less wordy journal up to serve as a little life update from when I posted after my month and some weeks long wifi drought.

I'm doing a lot better with the whole break up thing, and in fact will not talk to my ex, as he saw it fight to use my past as a weapon against me and then further insulted me, and from the sounds of it the entire relationship was a shit show to him anyway. There's nothing left to say to someone so willing to cause me pain. I still care about him plenty, but what he has done was too hurtful, and I have nothing left to say. Sometimes, even if you care about someone a whole lot, all you can do is walk away..

I'm a liiiittle more curious about entertaining the thought of a relationship, looking around a liiiiittle more curiously now. I haven't found a potential partner just yet, but I'm hopeful.. there's got to be a suitable partner out there SOMEWHERE..

Inkie's back is still healing from a surgery to remove an abscess 4wks ago, though the dissolvable stitches are still there, which is worrying me now, and my little Ruth broke her finger, though she climbs around the cage like Spiderman, so she isn't too phased by the injury. I'm treating it for pain and preventative medicine to ward off any infection that may start up, and obviously paying very close attention to both her busted finger and to my Inkie's wound site.

Other than those things, I'm just tired, very exhausted. I had a nasty week after the last encounter with my ex, and I finally seem to have moved out of it thankfully (at least have moved away from the more troubling, serious bits of it), so now my body is just very tired, trying to make up for lost sleep. curls up in blankets and pile of plushies