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Know me Better by Foxfur

This is becoming rather popular isn't it. I was inspired by BBF, Kimutiger and Neo.

What's your real name?

My name is Peter.

How tall are you?

I'm 183.

What's your natural hair color?

dark brown.

What's your eye color?

blue.

What's your orientation?

Usually when people ask that question they think of only three options: Gay, straight, or bi.

Fact is I'm neither. At least I wouldn't consider me so. If we keep this to things that are alive, I'm into fursuits. You can be as pretty as a diamond or sexy as...something, but it's not going to have any effect on me. Only when you dress up in that fursuit, my gates open and I can feel that deep passion.

Are you single, taken or undecided?

I'm single. And so far I'm quite satisfied being so.

What do you do in your sparetime?

For the most part I'm being creative. I like to propagate an emotion or tell a story. Whether it's through music, writing, painting, drawing, photography, film, modeling, you name it, isn't so important. I'm particularly working visual medias, but sometimes I get inspired to make music or write as well.

What's your job or occupation?

I'm currently taking classes. Those of you from the UK will know what it is when I say A-levels. It's kinda like a door opener that gives me access to more advanced educations. As for what I want to do for a living, I've no idea so far. I might chose something visual. Maybe photographer. I'm leaning mostly towards that right now, but I'm still not sure.

What do you like about yourself?

I honestly don't know. I thought about it when I first read the question and I still haven't come up with anything.

What do you dislike about yourself?

I fell like I'm a very negative, irritated, and grumpy person. I wish I could be more easy going and forgiving.

What did your friends notice about you when they first met you?

I don't know. Everyone tells me that they think I'm a nice and caring person, which is in high contrast to how I feel about myself, so it often makes me think if people are really being honest, or are just afraid to tell me the truth.

What is your belief/religion if you believe in anything at all?

I'm spiritual. I believe that the universe is an illusion created by our consciousness and that we're all a piece of this consciousness, channeled into little egos, which are represented with a body. Life doesn't have a meaning, but it can have a purpose: To undo the ego and give up our illusive universe here and return to be our basic form, which is just pure consciousness. This is the reason I want to be more caring and forgiving.

Do you drink?

Sometimes I drink a beer or a cider in the evening, to calm down on top of a busy day. If I get drunk often, it happens probably once a year. I'm not a huge fan of drinking.

Do you smoke?

Nope.

What are your major fears?

To lose everything I have, and to face life and the world. I'm afraid of living. Probably why I feel irritated and angry. Life's a frustration or a tension to me, so it's nagging me.

Do you have any dreams or goals?

Ever since I was a kid I've always dreamed of getting away from here, to another world with creatures that were much more caring and loving than humans are. Since this started so early in my life, it's probably become the whole foundation of my life. Foxfur is a symbol of the love I can't find. My goal is to become that love. (I'm tempted to say to become Foxfur, but I can imagine some silly jokes popping up: "Just dress up in your fursuit"). I don't want to become the symbol if what I'm missing. I want to become IT.

Have you ever had a crush or an ex?

Neither of them. I've never felt that kind of love for anybody.

Who's your best buddy?

I don't have a best buddy. I have lots of great friends but I'm not placing one above another.

What's your favorite dish?

I really don't know. It's a bit like my friends. There are many that I find great, but they're all different. So I can't place one above another.

What's your favorite drink.

Goes the same as for the dish.

What's your favorite color?

That's definitely blue.

If you had a super power, what would it be?

Psychokinesis. To be able to manipulate with the energy of the universe. This would allow me to manifest or alter things, as well as read thoughts, feeling, offer remote healing for people who need it, and to step out of time and space.

What's your favorite movie?

It's a movie that hasn't been made yet. Based on a story that hasn't been written yet either.

What's your least favorite food?

I'm a bit picky so the list would be very long. But I'm not a big fan of fish, that much I can say.

What's the last meal you want before you die?

When I die there won't be any hunger to satisfy.

What do you drive and what would you really like to drive?

I don't have a car myself, but sometimes I drive my folk's VW Touran. I think I'd like to have a Mini Cooper to he honest. They're little and cute, but once you start the engine, you'll hear a lion roar. My neighbor has a Mini Cooper and when she first came by with it, I thought it was a huge pickup truck until I looked out the window.

What is your most disliked bug?

Midgets, wasps, bees, humble bees, spiders. Midgets make an annoying sound, wasps, bees and humble bees sting, spiders crawl on you and look scary.

What pet peeves do you dislike the most?

When people express themselves with their ego. That can either be to have double standards, get bitchy about something completely indifferent, people that try to convince me of their own opinions/believes as if that's the absolute truth.

Also eating noises. I don't like the sound of food messing around in someones mouth.

What do you dislike in life?

How some people can hurt others without feeling the slightest bit of regret. Whether it's your brother hitting you, or some greedy person at wall street, taking all the money to himself, not considering who's going to suffer.

So now you know a bit more about me. :)

Know me Better

Foxfur

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    The best, 'Know me better' journals that I have read.!! Definitely some thought went into this.

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      Thank you! I'm glad you think so. I opened up a bit more than one would probably do to "the public" with some of these subjects.