No Funk Please. by r-a-blackpaws

So, yesterday morning, I had a sizable funk hit.

I was browsing art on Furaffinity...when I got hit with a depression wave and swamped.

I feel mostly over it now, but there is still some lingering blue...
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...and I'm really fighting hard NOT to fox-turtle and withdraw from people/things to cope.

It's hard, because you just want to be alone and try to fix yourself...but with depression, you really can't do that.

So, I'm a bit blue...but still here. ^.^

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No Funk Please.

April 24, 2016 at 15:50:31 UTC

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Feathergrove on April 24, 2016 at 16:25:43 UTC

The more you need people the less you want to leave the house. It's totally screwballed.
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  r-a-blackpaws on April 25, 2016 at 01:29:45 UTC
  
  Yeah. My first thought when it hit was, "Damn...I have to go to work like THIS?"
  But, work did help. It let me do a lot of thinking and analysis of what set me off (latex tf pics and latex pics on FA), why I got set off (feelings that I couldn't pull that off, desire to have someone to wear them with/be in them with), and then gameplanning/brainstorming what to do next (work on getting in better shape, get confidence up to try that sort of stuff).
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Kritterfox on April 24, 2016 at 17:46:52 UTC

Mmm I think you just need a vacation ^_^
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  r-a-blackpaws on April 25, 2016 at 01:29:59 UTC
  
  Yeah. Long overdue for one. ^.^
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KrissieFox on January 2, 2017 at 23:26:16 UTC

How are you doing with this nowadays? I hope you've been doing better, hon. sends a hug( I know this is an old journal, working on my backlog)
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  r-a-blackpaws on January 3, 2017 at 02:36:34 UTC
  
  I have moments when it gets bad. I manage to resist the urge to "fox-turtle" fairly well. I just think it's going to get a LOT worse over the next...oh...looks at a broken clock...yeah, not gonna finish that. ;)