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Life Update, Feb 19 2016 by r-a-blackpaws

Okay...been a while since I let you folks know what's been going on...so, here we go:

School: aced the exam. Got my first part of my paper back (haven't peeked at it yet, too nervous). Going to start the second part on Tuesday. Currently on "spring break", so no classes next week.

Work: Stupid is as Stupid does. Found out this week that my job is changing. We're going from hourly replenishment pulls for the salesfloor...to two pulls total. One coworker thinks that the change was made to kinda get rid of our position. I think it's just a bad idea, but I'm gonna at least see what happens. Oh, this goes live Sunday too...so yay for advance notice. #sarcasm

Femme matters: I have not expressed myself as much as I'd like. This has led to some warring feelings inside me, as well as some intensified loathing for certain parts. On the plus side, I did finally do some shopping (and will be doing more today too. Foxy needs new feet coverings), but, as always, I feel the conflict: I want to express more, but feel sort of unsafe/not free to do so.

Gaming: Been logging time in Guild Wars 2 every day. Been fun. Also been playing "Slime Rancher" on Steam. Would recommend it. Very cute little game that makes one go "Dawww." Also, big thanks to Kritterfox for allowing me to stream some of the gameplay of that game to him. My first ever gaming stream! PROGRESS! giggles

Fetishy-stuff: This is why this entry is listed as "moderate" rating, instead of "general." I've had a lot of dreams lately involving fetishy stuff. Latex, hypnosis/mind-alteration, bondage, straitjackets, "toys"...and, well...it's piqued my interest in those things. I am considering buying a "toy", possibly in the next month or so...but some stuff, like the latex, I just don't have the body for. Sooo...

Exercise/health:...I am going to be trying to lose weight. My major issue is I do a lot of walking at work...but the stress FROM work leaves me too pooped to do anything else. Plus my Guild Wars addiction isn't helping either. So, I am going to try to do more on that front too. Currently, I am at 275 pounds...which means I have gotten almost back to where I was before I cut out high-fructose corn syrup. This is a bad.

Mental health: I put this in a separate category, because this is where I have been having issues lately. My mood's been all over the place: happy to angry to wanting to cry to bubbly to some amalgamation of moods. I have also been really minimizing my time on messengers, because sitting there and seeing all of the yellow statuses only causes depression and makes my mood go sour. Truthfully, I am considering dumping Skype completely: I'm rarely on, and the few people I talk to there rarely talk with me. So, if anyone knows of a good video/voice chat alternative to Skype that will run on an archaic system, post a comment.

I think that's enough for now.. As always, feel free to comment and give your two cents. They are always appreciated, even if the comments aren't positive. ^.^

Life Update, Feb 19 2016

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    Hehehe the stream was fun :3 Like I said lil chuggy but it got the point across I'd say ^.^ It let us enjoy the show at least and talk about it :B

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      Very true. With my FrankenCompy, I was very surprised it broadcast at all. ^.^

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        It's totally a start ;B Also had a thought~ Do you need a new monitor? Most new ones do HDMI, and could be used in a pinch for a new PS4 too :D

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          My monitor is VGA-DVI, I believe. It was from a time before this thing of HDMI you speak of.

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            WELL you could invest in a cheap monitor that has HDMI, and then you could use a PS4 on said monitor til a TV is available :3