Well, like mentioned in my journals, I've faced cyber-bullying at multiple furry websites and face an abusive controlling stepfather at home... coupled with my poor health, low self esteem, depression, and intense stress, when I sought help in the furry fandom and faced only people attacking me and encouraging me to commit suicide, I followed through with such, but a single furry dialed 911 having seen my journal. I woke up in a hospital. I would be dead without Teskine doing such, though I suppose it was a stroke of luck, staff at multiple furry websites have viewed my journals, and my comments and actions, things that threaten the reputation of their website and the furry fandom, and they acted to punish me with suspension and taking down comments and my journals. If staff took down the journal sooner, I'd be dead a week ago.